Post by poison on Jan 16, 2012 22:48:26 GMT -5
AMORA
"I know that you are wrong, and this is not where you belong."
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NAME Amora
GENDER Female
NICKNAMES none.
AGE 2 years, 3 months
BREED Pyrenees x Border Collie x Australian Shepherd mix
SEXUALITY heterosexual
PACK? loner
HI I'M AMORA AND THIS IS ME:
& tough cookie. She's been called that a lot. Sweet: she empathizes to an extremity at times. Tough: once she has decided that you can tough it out, she expects you to do so. She has had dogs take advantage of her, and for this reason she watches, sometimes not so carefuly, for these types and sometimes comes off as guarded.
& loner. She is very independent. She knows how to work, but she doesn't take well to being bossed around or told what to do. Therefore, since she likes to do things her own way, she is a loner. She likes not being bossed around, but the life does get awful lonely sometimes. She can do it alone, but she is happier surrounded by others. However, she has continued to see the bad side of dogs lately, so she would rather just not be surrounded by them constantly.
& passionate. She is caring, but she still does have some buttons that aren't too hard to push. Most of her buttons are to do with those she is close to, so right at the moment there aren't many buttons to push. She can and will fight, for whatever she believes in strongly enough. Whatever she cares about, she cares about deeply. She doesn't care at all, or she cares very deep. There is no in between for this girl.
& loyal. When she believes in something or someone, she will be with them to the end of time, she will fight for that cause until she dies.
& fighter. Though she doesn't prefer to do it, she feels sometimes situations need it. She has come close to death, and the fact that she has no one that will miss her, makes her even more viscous as she is not afraid of death. Just because she's a fighter, doesn't mean she always wins. She takes the losses in stride just as well.. after all, they didn't finish her off. She doesn't quit fighting until she no longer can because she passes out or maybe can't see or walk, something of the sort. It is surprising that another dog hasn't finished her off yet after he's beaten her down, but she is steadily building her fighting skills, they aren't too bad for her size and gender.
& open-minded. In life, sometimes dogs judge. Fair enough, but not this one. If she judged everyone and everything, she is indeed such a harsh judge that everything would turn sour. That part of herself she cherishes so much that empathizes would simply vanish. For this reason, she tries to rid her thoughts of any thoughts that are -too- judgmental. After all, without making some assumptions one has nothing to create their decisions out of, and she needs some kind of substance to do so.
& let down. This girl is always disappointed. It's shocking she is such a caring dog, because of the fact that she is an empathizer she just naturally expects others to do the same. When they don't, she feels let down, beaten, shocked, and ashamed of her own race. However as time goes on and she sees more and more of it, she is unfortunately becoming a sort of used to it. She sees it often, but that doesn't mean it doesn't still bother her at a deep level.
& realist. If she really took all the bad dogs around her to heart, all the dogs that took advantage of her and screwed up others, all the pain and heartache in the world.. she would be one closed off, effed up dog. For this reason, she tries to give them all the benefit of the doubt, for her own benefit. However, she ignores them and moves on, because no way no how do they deserve her assistance with whatever their problem is. She finds it an insult, that they think they can use her. They can find someone else that is indeed innocent and ignorant enough to help them.
& stubborn. Whenever she makes a decision to do something, or not do something, she sticks with it. She has already thought it well through because she has made a decision, and her opinion weighs heavily in her decision. She will not change her mind. She listens to what you have to say, but won't take it into any heavy consideration. Seeing as it is her decision that will affect her only, in her opinion it should be mostly her opinions that matter the most in the decision. However, if the decision will affect others, she will take whoever the "others" are opinions into consideration also. She knows how to play fair, after all.
& crafty. Very intelligent, she knows how to play the game so fast right in front of your face you won't even know it. She knows just how to lie so that it is very convincing. In the past, she did it often. She screwed many brutes into believing they created the end of the relationship, when it was actually her all along, and only felt a little bad. Now she is a changed dog as she's grown up, but she can still lie just as smoothly and effortlessly if need be.
& manipulative. Sometimes, she is manipulating someone and she doesn't even know it. She does it without trying, and it still happens sometimes because it had become such habit she doesn't even realize she's doing it. However, because of how caring she is, often times she emotionally compromised herself. Because of this, she was often easy to manipulate, too. She is trying her best to quit that, and succeeding, as her guard keeps growing. As more dogs mess with her, use her own self craftily against her, it feeds her anger and the guard grows steadily larger.
YOUR NAME poison. (:
